Tuesday, 31 May 2016

Day one

I woke up early, 5am, and got dressed.
E was still asleep.
We had cuddles galore and boobie time.
When I rushes home in the afternoon he was alseep.
He didnt miss me at all.
No whimpering, no pleading with daddy.

I cried last night. My baby didnt miss me.
I turned on hubby. My baby doesnt need me. You just dont understand.

E was restless during the night and wanted mummy.

Who knows what the next day will bring.

Sunday, 29 May 2016

Our last day together

We laughed we cried. We said our goodbyes.

A year on..and back to work

With only a day to go, in surprisingly not too anxious.
My son is laying in my arms, his soft breaths blowing my long raven hair.
Will he be ok without me?